The role of dreams and dream sequences has maintained relevance
to man throughout history. Initially, dreams were associated with:
1.
The pursuit of Nirvana.
2.
Entering another’s conscious, waking world.
3.
Omens.
However, it is modern man that puts psychological weight on
the role that dreams play within our lives. We write books on the symbols of
dreams, and worry over the results, looking for the most positive emblem we can
find. We pay psychiatrists and psychologists and dream analysts to listen to us
ramble on about the disassociations and associations we construct within our
minds, looking for reassurance that we are right about the significance of our
dreams. We are piecemeal. Our understanding of our dreams is on the level of
construction paper art and glue and glitter: we believe in their creation; we
use them as an ultimate symbol, but when we attempt to recreate these roles in
the waking world, we cannot measure up to the glamour and grace that a dream
world creates.
For some, this is
devastating. For others, the waking world far supersedes the world of the
dream, which is why modern man has learned to fear the dream sequence and the
dream symbol. This fear not only stems from the roles that Omens play, but it
is also developed from the psychological weight that we press onto the
dimensions of reality that we desperately want to exist in our positive dreams,
which must also extend to the dimensions of reality within our nightmares.
I have focused on my dreams since I was at least seven years
old, and I started writing in my first journal. Between the parts about friends
and dinner and parents’ fighting, I focused on my dreams, and despite the
shifting conditions of the world outside of my dreams, I have written journal
after journal, since I was seven, about this dream world.
When I was nineteen and my best friend died, it became
impossible for me to find God in my waking life, and every night, I would dream
about walking out of my little house, and seeing my best friend, in that blue
early morning light, sitting on our old swing, next to his skateboard, where he
used to wait for me. I found him waiting there every night, and every night we
would talk. When this dream started to become static and faded and infrequent,
I started to study lucid dreaming because losing these conversations was truly
losing him completely, which is ultimately what happened; however, lucid
dreaming is something that stayed with me,
which is why I intuit things so frequently. However,
intuition is equal to the relevance of associating symbols to dreams—we can
easily see something as true and linear after that which occurred in the dream
world has also occurred in waking life. Intuition is stronger and more emotional
than déjà vu because unlike déjà vu, intuition is not a flash in the pan; it’s
a pull and a search.
This pull and search is characteristic of modern man’s
absolute need for social and personal progress, which is why, despite the
innovation of the world around us, we still seek the mystical and unknown parts
of being that relate us all and develop the world of the universal
subconscious.
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